hola!!!!! spm is over weeks ago and i finally reached the state of freedom!!!! no more annoying books and papers, no more memorizing facts, and no more freaking annoying calculations (i guess for awhile only)

but then i miss school. i miss my friends, i miss my classmates, teachers and weirdly i kind of miss studying. high school changed my kind of empty life into a world full of different colors and drama everyday me and my friends would have fun together, doing silly things and laughing all day

but then i enjoyed this freedom because i can watch kdrama or anime, full with romance all day that got me curling my toes due to the cuteness and mushiness lately ive been addicted to "she was pretty" starred  by hwang jung eum and lee seojun it was so fun and funny one more episode left and ill be watching another drama.... ke ke ke... i need a long list of fun drama

tu ru ru ru ru there's also someone i would like to mention because i love him hey, i hope u do well on ur studies ok and then treat me thank u for always filling my days to make sure im not doomed with boredom i know u are busy, and stressed a lot but u still managed ur time to make me happy and thank u for the gifts you dont know how much special your gift is

anyway, my life is ok now and im grateful to Allah swt for everything. just, i hope i will manage to find a good part time job nearby to find $$$$$ that is my greatest fear right now will i able to find one? will i able to be braver and more independent will i able to communicate better in this life?

goodnight and my battery is getting on my nerves����������

Labels: freedom, loves, restart