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posted on Saturday, 19 December 2015 at 05:09
everytime i feel the urge to be happy, and start a new life, there's always something that refrains me from achieving it. it brings so much pain, but i want to fight it, i want to be happy too..
i always felt so lonely in home, truthfully. i love most of them so much, they are my everything. maybe im just having a bad thoughts but i feel like im being drifted apart from them everytime . i just dont have anyone to talk to and share my secrets. i rarely have people to console me and tell me i will be okay in my nerve-wracking age. its always me, myself who comforts myself, telling myself im strong enough to handle everything. i always hate to admit this but i know everyone is not so happy in the home. i wish for a happy us, a closer bond, bigger love. but its so hard because they dont want to play their role perfectly in home.