I believe everything happens for a reason.

Today, I lost a friend. A friend who always makes me smile and laugh. A friend who cheers up my moody days. I know she deserves a better friend than me, who always makes her disappointed and sad. I can't even say "SORRY" for my faults. I don't know what to do. Right now, I think I should stop talking to her, and if she wants, she can hate me or stop thinking me as her best friend. I don't blame her. I've hurt her heart a lot.

I'm not a good friend to her. I'm an annoying one. We keep fighting and shouting at each other every day. And today, I don't why I feel so angry at her. I want to shout at her, and I want her to know what I feels inside. I don't know if she knows, but she keep ignoring me and make me feel like a stone. Maybe that's why I get so mad and I spit out some bad words to her. And she raises my anger with glaring at me and calling me something that I don't like.

I'm sorry. You deserves a better friend than me. I'm not a good one. I'm a bad one. Thanks for everything. Be happy without me. x.